A place to share fears.
I'm afraid of something did to make mummies in Ancient Egypt, putting a hook in the dead body's nose. It's something specific, but now everytime I think of my nose I think of that. It didn't help that I was shown videos of how to make mummies. My face would squeeze together every time. I even had a dream 2 years ago that I woke up in a dark room where I could see was a hook going in my nose, with brains then pouring out like sand from a hand. I think about it less and I'll probably forget it when looking for a girlfriend, but that didn't help my twelve year old self's problem with not wanting to think of noses. Thanks, 6th Grade Social Studies teacher.
I'm terrified of growing up, it's something you can't control, and with every passing second, your growing older, and there is no way to reverse it, and once your older, people you care about begin dying, and eventually you die, and when you think about all the responsibilities you'll have when you get older, all the things you have to do, what you have to do, and if you'll be able to do it, what if you don't meet the expectations you had, you can't go back and fix it, you end up where you end up, and you have to fix it yourself. That's why I'm afraid of growing up, because it's scary to think about it'd, and how it makes you feel like there is so little time